hi again! i haven't been on this site in months. many months, not just a couple months. i really don't like the internet anymore, i don't belong to any "social networking sites" (and my dislike for the prolific use of this stupid phrase is a contributing factor to why), and by extension this site is also in that category, so i feel a bit wary of it nowadays. posting art is kind of a drag. my scanner is getting older every day and not getting any better at scanning things nicely and/or easily.

i've taken a semester off of school due to my worsening medical condition, in an effort to make it better and get my shit together and get a job and make money and be productive and all that. so that being the way it is, it's no amazing stretch of the logical imagination that i should devote more time to this gallery and to let people who like me here see my work at least from time to time.

i see that while i've been gone i've gotten so many thousands of comments and that clearly means people like me and are "fans" of me and by that logic would like to see more drawings. which i've done.

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also, i have some nerve damage in my arm right now, and in between my shoulder and wrist i have absolutely no feeling or range of motion, so it makes it hard to do a lot of things (i was actually surprised to find out how many things i couldn't do without the use of one arm), not least of which is drawing. so i hope i can get the feeling back in my arm soon so i don't need help driving, bathing, getting dressed, or putting my hair in a ponytail...because that's just embarrassing.

fyi, i've never sustained a serious physical injury in my entire life (like breaking a bone or destroying a nerve in my fucking arm somehow...) so i'm having a hell of a time acting like a total baby about it.

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regardless, i need money. so if anyone wants to pay me to draw anything for them that would be awesome. no promises regarding the quality of the finished product because of my dead arm, but i still have feeling in my hand and fingers so i can draw okay for the most part. or so i assume. i haven't actually tried cause i'm afraid. if it turns out shitty i'm just gonna get frustrated and cry about being a cripple, wha.

but, please suspend your disbelief about the technical improbability of me being able to do commissions because of my silly injury, cast aside your doubts about wasting your money on potential garbage drawn with a gimpy arm, and pay me to draw something for you so i can buy cigarettes.